Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Better off dead!
Well, Special day for me... i dun think so. Feeling to neglected and left alone in a dark corner.
Checked my phone if there's any greetings from any so called "FRIENDS" but non available . Not even from ANYONE, suddenly i feel so unimportant in this world... my presence is redundent. What happened to those so called friends when i remembered their First Cry, which i stayed up late and manage to call them or SMS them first thing when it hits their day...
I feel F*cked up and that weather now describes my feeling very well now; Cold, Thouands of searing arrows shooting down from the sky piercing my heart, wet and un-noticed. It just gotten heavier now... the RAIN.
Wats the point of having wat celebrations when non remembered my day when i put in my heart to remember theirs.
Only a greeting from MSN all the way sent to me from Aust... now i know the meanings of 有心.
Am i expected too much... just a greeting... does it hurts to send ???
Checked my phone if there's any greetings from any so called "FRIENDS" but non available . Not even from ANYONE, suddenly i feel so unimportant in this world... my presence is redundent. What happened to those so called friends when i remembered their First Cry, which i stayed up late and manage to call them or SMS them first thing when it hits their day...
I feel F*cked up and that weather now describes my feeling very well now; Cold, Thouands of searing arrows shooting down from the sky piercing my heart, wet and un-noticed. It just gotten heavier now... the RAIN.
Wats the point of having wat celebrations when non remembered my day when i put in my heart to remember theirs.
Only a greeting from MSN all the way sent to me from Aust... now i know the meanings of 有心.
Am i expected too much... just a greeting... does it hurts to send ???
