Forgotten Memories

Yesterday i went all the way down to SPOTLIGHT @ PS to buy this material. Furry and with dog's paw prints on it. Think it'll be very nice to make into cushion and a small pillow for deari to put @ work. So i start sewing and stuffing with cotton wools.

First i did this small pillow for dear dear to put at the back of her office chair to support her back so she won't get backache over long period of sitting. *Wink*





THEN

Dear.... i made this cushion just for u ... but the heart shape looks abit out ... sorry dear... i really did my best...








All these cushions are hand-made by me ... sewing every thread and every procedure made with love for my LOVE.

Dear... this POST u can choose not to read it... i just can't find anyway to vent out the frustration inside me...

Everytime when u are not feeling well with the cramps i do all my best to help u out of the pain and tried to make u more comfortable. But sometimes u just simply dun feel my existence, my feelings for u and my worries for u...

This feeling really hurts when it strike me... i dunno wat to say... to do or even to go... ! It's hurt, really hurts alot deep inside me.

Whee.. finally ...after the long wait i'm metal FREE le ...
<-- these screws and plate have been residing in me for 1 year liao... now i've taken them out i feel that i'm a human again.
;)

Actually my operation was going to be on the 18th of Aug which is next week... but suddenly the hospital called and claim that my Dr-in-charge. PROF AZIZ NATHER. was not able to make it on that date so i had to push forward to 11th Aug.

Well think of it again it was a SOON ORD treat from NUH... wahahaah now just wait for leg to recover and by the time ... clear OFF and LEAVE lor...

Hee hee... though had 2 operations last year already, this operation i had a bad omen abt it... when i was at the recovery room... my BP (blood pressure) went straight down to 60 plus and Pluse (heartbeat) went down to 20/min. They had to inject medication to pump up the heartbeat and increase the pluserate. Normally pple after operation, the BP will go high up cos of intense pain which cause the heart to pump harder... but me .. the otherway round this time ...

1st time seeing stars around me ... scary... hope and pray no more OPERATION for me even minor de .. NONO...
GOD BLESS all my friends around me also ...

As the topic have said... i'm ur truely Rain Deity (aka Hor Sien), basically anywhere that i plan to go beforehand... ehhh.. (e.g. lets say tml afternoon i'm going to woodlands to "SWIM", i can bet with u the moment that i step out of the house or even b4 hand... it'll rain either heavily or drizzle for long period).

It's tested and proven by my friends, Jiahan will always call me and tell me off...
PHONE CALL:
Jiahan: Hello,
Me: Yes.
Jiahan: Eh... u going swimming or tanning ah??
Me: Yar.. why...
Jiahan: Please dun go... i have to ride to school later... can go swim after i reach school...
Me: But i already packed my stuff... i'm going later. bye...

5-15mins later when i reach swimmin pool... phone rings again
Jiahan: Eh... see lar, tell u dun go u still insist... now whole sky dark liao.
Me: eh...
Jiahan: die liao raining le ... sh*t u lar...
Me: eh.. eheheheh... bo bian lar... bye bye...

Same thing happen when i went for my bike enrolment, everytime i go for my practical in bike... 4 times and raining for 3 times... and worse... it'll all start 5 mins b4 i start the lesson. *Suay*

Can also ask my dear dear... i went down to fetch her off work also rain cats and dogs... i just felt -->*suay X 2*.

Why am i so unlucky and the rain kept following me... i think i should apply for jobs in the central Aust or even SAHARA... as "RAIN COORDINATER" everyday just say i wan go swimming then rain will come... hee hee...