Forgotten Memories

Dear... i'm really missing u very much, it's my day 2 here and i can't bear with the feelings that i'm yearning to see u the moment i'm out of here.

Being here is tough, with all of the drawing and tests... it's tiring. :-(

Looking at ur post and our picture can just cure a minor minor part of me...

I really wan to send u home everyday, accompany u dinner/lunch and hug u everyday.

Well... as the topic have said, i'm getting a SCREWED up day.

First i thought, recently my luck (not gambling) have been quite down and so i went to Serangoon North to buy 2 of the Birds (those sparrows that ppl use to buy and release in temple) to release hoping that doind little good deeds can change or up my luck in everything a little bit.

Then came my campmate, asking me to help him to go rent a VAN cos he wasn't enough age to rent and help him drive... i thought that drive and rent only mah. But met his friend at IKEA to get those things, i was like "WAH !!!" so many large and big item but since i was already there i could help out rather than to complain abt it (Dun wan to make my friend MALU cos it's his TARGET).

Happily carry the large item out to the van and drove to her place to help FIX, DRILL, ASSEMBLE all the items bought. Was trying my best to fix it ASAP as i know that i'm meeting my DEAR at 630 to fetch her off work.

But my habit of doing things was that i was to engross in those fixing and drilling ('cos i wan to do faster so can go off meet my dear dear). When Dear SMS me i realised that it was already 6.27 and i'm not down yet. Took the rented VAN and tried to drove down ASAP but everything was too late... she was pissed that i informed her late ( i admit that it was my fault but i really thought of u every moment when i was doin the chores). Tried to SMS that i'll go down to fetch her but she was already so pissed that i can see from her SMS.

*** Dear... i'm trying my best to provide the best for u and i really did try to rush down (BALL PLEASE HELP ME SAY SOMETHING) to meet you... i really didn't forget abt U***

I really tried to make u happy all the time when u are with me, when u are sleepy and just woke up from sleep i tried not to provoke u or say something unpleasent, Dear... i really tried my best.

我的心真的受伤了。

Last Weekend was a fun filled and packed weekend.

1st we went to JB to do some shopping. Was a tiring trip maybe due to too much walking around? I feel that I strongly neglected dear2 when we were shopping… walk and stand around for too long le, didn’t find a place to sit down and take 5, i'll repent on this dear dear...

Stuck for 1hr in the human traffic, we were trying to clear through the Malaysia custom. Well it’s just too hot (There’s air con but not working), cramp (Merging from 4 lane to 1 Q-ing lane), humid (The Fan was not on at all), stuffy (Poor Ventilation + No Working air con + Not a single Fan working) and chaotic (There’s not enough staffing then it was actually the peak period of weekend) over there.

Not for me to comment too much over here (I dun wan to get SUE for commenting on our friendly neighbour). Just something to improve on…

Too many things that I wish to comment but darn strict in this place (Where I live in). Getting sue for comments passed. *Finger cross*

Got a lot of things from JB, I can really see Singaporeans spending power in Malaysia. Even I can’t seem to stop buying over there, maybe it’s the exchange rate that’s playing the tricks. LOL


2nd went to BMW showroom over @ lengkee to meet up with xiaobao’s friend and looked around for those newly launched cars. Personally (I mean personally) I dun really like BMW, as I always read in the papers of recalling back the cars for servicing. Not only in Singapore but also in other countries as well… I mean like very little QC done b4 releasing it out to the market.

Heard from 2 of my friends who drove BMW… high maintenances, frequently have little problems here and there despite of those frequent maintenances. He just sold his SFF plate 320i off due to too many problems within the car. Well maybe it’s him “suay” lar… get a 1 in a million faulty car but… what he comment on BMW servicing was great, on time and efficient. “I dun need “Regular” maintenance “ON THE ROAD” all the time”, my time and appointments are always affected by all this bullsh*t” he claims.

Haiz… good luck man Jim. ( It’s not like he dun have money to go for Jag and Volvo)


Wahahaha I busy busy lar… going off to watch tonns and tonns of shows liao.

Recently there are too many long-term relationships broken up… quite sadden by all this “happenings”.

1. 
   My buddy and his girlfriend (I've seen them together since secondary school days). They seem to be such loving couples, always so sweet and care for each other. Very long relationship indeed, close to 7yrs. They were the couple that all of us thought that were the first to issue the “red bomb” to us, the model couple of us dreamed-to-be. Irregardless of the differences in educational level they are still very close to each other.
   
   
2. My dear’s “sister” and her fiancé. Booked ROM date, gotten their flat but the least I could expect from this sweet couple was that they have also broken up. Why? I thought of….? *deep thought* I always thought that for 2 person to be together takes fate and to BE committed (I mean marriage) takes even more courage and deep consideration to take this big step.
   
   
   Well who are we to judge other’s relationship. We can always only be the adviser and 旁观者, we can’t say whose in the right or wrong. If we can really make that judgment, we wouldn’t be here in this world to experience all these things that are going around us.
   
   Jason wrote:
   两个人在一起，不是我们想得那么简单，
   两个人分开，也不是我们想得那么复杂。
   
   Learning from other’s experience is important, so that we wouldn’t make the same mistakes.
   Getting up from a failure takes courage and lots of support from the inner YOU.
   Knowing failure but failing to acknowledge it is escaping.
   
   Important: When you think that feelings are overwhelming you, making you feel weak and unable to cope, use the last muscle that is in you… your HEART. It’s the strongest muscle both physically and mentally.
   
   
   Disclaimer: The above personnel name have not been mention to protect their confidentiality.

Today as usual i went over to meet dear after her work but i was surprise by the crowd over at Raffles city all the way to suntec city. It was super crowded starting from the station, everywhere... -_-!!.

5.30pm, i thought i was early and was planning to walk around first b4 meeting dear. Then suddenly something just flash thru my mind...
1. TODAY (friday break) is the starting of the school semester break(might be also for NYP and TP)
2. FOOD FEST ....
3. COMEX !!!!

OH NO !!!!

This was how i manage to squeeze thru the HUMAN TRAFFIC:

5.30 Reach CityHall
5.35 Exit from CityHall
5.50 Reach citylink "flash and splash" area.
6.00 Reach citylink "Thai express" area.
6.09 Manage to get to the escalator of the overheadbridge from raffles link to suntec.
6.20 Clear from the overhead bridge... *spent 9mins on the bridge*
6.30 Finally at destination....

Told dear abt the congested and slow moving HUMAN traffic and we decided to take a cab back home... waited for dear to come down while i was Q-ing up for the taxi but i was the first in the Q but dear still not yet down so i gave the taxi to the others while i re-Q for it.

When dear joined me... i'm already the first in the Q (again) but guess wat... we waited for 20 over mins for that single cab. *duh* first in the Q and still have to wait for so long...

In the cab dear told me abt her work and she gave me a BIG BIG surprise .... she bought me a DVD/RW not only that it's a LIGHT SCRIBE DVD/RW.

I always wanted a good DVD/RW but dear got me not only a good DVD/RW but equipped with LIGHTSCRIBE technology.

Whee... i'm going to enjog scribing the disc and the first disc that i'm going to do is our disc to keep all our photos in side... hehehe


Dear... U r the best...