Forgotten Memories

We're over at the airport now, enjoying the free Internet access and killing time before flying off to Bangkok.

Yeah!! We're gonna spend 5D4N in Bangkok, shopping, eating and relaxing. Gonna be away from work, away from all the irritating things and having greater spending power over at Bangkok!!

Together with this trip is my standard travelling partners, Ah Bear and Ah Chip, it's their 2nd time to Bangkok already wor. And on their virgin flights is Mentos and Xiao Ben :p It's a crowd.. hee..

And this time round, Ah Bear gotta travel with us on the plane instead of the cargo! :p poor Ah Chip, Mentos and Xiao Ben have to squeeze in the luggage :p

It's gonna be a great trip! I can just feel it ^^/ I just hope I wouldn't kill my card :p

Blogging on Ah Dear's behalf :p this is Jayce signing off :p

I'm a Lamborghini Murcielago!

You're not subtle, but you don't want to be. Fast, loud, and dramatic, you want people to notice you, and then get out of the way. In a world full of sheep, you're a raging bull.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Dear... Thou it's been 6days since u left for Manila trip. I didn't blog out anything and also not mentioning much about how am I missing U... But I really feel terrible sine the day u left and I was not there to send U off.

Just read thru all those letters that you wrote to me during that time you was in Bangkok. My heart sunk and all I can say is that without you by my side and accompanying me ... LONELY. Suddenly I just dunno wat to do but to bury myself into work and studying my certification. Tried going out to shop and thought that you were around... wanted to turn around and ask if the shirt looks good... But then I'm hallucinating.

Been sleepless night for the first few days but i went on studying till i doze off with my laptop still on me *dangerous*. U were too busy and by the time u r back to ur room... dead tired already. At first u told me that U was not feeling comfortable when u took the food and drinks over there i was... so loss.... i'm not there to take care of u and see you to bed... i just feel darn F**Ked up...　ＷＨＹ AM　Ｉ　ＮＯＴ There....

2 more days for me to see u ... i'll reach the airport ASAP and will be waiting for u at the exit... first thing to do is ... *************** i dunno just wanted to see you real soon

Well... as the topic have said today is 第一个黑色星期五。 But to me it does not symbolise any signs of "Suay-ness" at all.

I did my studying and of course i pass my comTIA A+ certification. The thing that i'm satisfied abt myself was the i manage to clear the 2 papers certification within span of 1mth. Hmm... let me see... the first paper on Hardware was passed somewhere around Dec 16th and today is 13th Jan.

To Delwyn: Yeah... I did wat you set for me. Jan clear A+ certification.

Now that i'm 1 little step closer towards my goal, i'll try to finish the 3 paper MCSA by May. Hope can clear it before my SIM exams.

Cert to clear:

Installing, Configuring, and Administering Windows XP Professional ~ 70-270 By Feb
Managing and Maintaining a Windows 2003 Network ~ 70-290 By Mar
Implementing, Managing, and Maintaining a Network Infrastructure~ 70-291 By Apr


I know that sounds quite ridiculous for the studying but i'll try to make the mark and get my certifications done by end of this year. Well together with the support of my dearest ah dear, think that getting it shouldn't be any problem.

It's the school work that i'm worrying about but wat the heck... i did it during my POLY days, Studying, working still i get good grades. Mybe i need to work in stressful envoirnment then i'll stand-out. I need the push in order for me to strive.

Well.... wish me all the best buddies... i'll keep u guys updated as i have the time. Recently the workload had been suffocating for me and i think i really need a good break for holidays.

See ya guys... signing off here.

For those pple whose in the "relationship" to be and always waiting for a infinate answer to be known.

Pardon me for the chinese, may sound weird but all came from my heart.

追了她那么久还是没结果，想一想，听一听，
她是不是只是你的好朋友，问一问，看一看。
是你太方便，而成为了她的便利店，
如果要求来，一切都能在瞬间办到，
爱的无限期，她把你放到了深谷底。
深深地思考，你对她的爱是值得吗？

Dear, today is tuesday... i just came back from client's place and can't take my mind off you.

Just now i was sitting at raffles place MRT station...just outside change alley the exact location where i asked u to be with me. I started to think abt you and how am i attached to u.

Being with u makes me feel so comfortable, relax and dun care abt the surroundings.

I really wan to give u a big hug once u are back from Thailand...

Dear… you’ve just left the country for less than 12 hours and I’m missing u like crazy. SUNDAY isn’t this the day where we used to laze around together at home, enjoying each other company. Today is totally different, time passes so slowly and I’ve been trying to occupy myself with things like playing Xbox, browsing forum, and watching TV programs. But none of it effectively works.

I can’t take my mind off missing you, having u around me, holding your hands and do all these things together. 1 week… I kept telling myself that it’ll pass easily and quickly but easier said than done.

Seeing you at the departure gate send a feeling deep down to me heart; sour and bitter. I tried to leave and walk away but my body brought me to the viewing hall to see your plane till it took off…

Never had I knew that I had so much love for you till the moment the plane took off without me. I wept, thou it’s only gonna be a short trip for a week but it’s really a big challenge for me.

Worried I am for you. Will the accommodation be alright for you? Are you able to adapt the food there? Will you be sleeping well at night?

Ah chip and ah bear should be able to accompany u thru the nights when you are there. Hug and talk to them, I’ll be able to read it from here.

Just for you dear:
在离别的时候，我有千千万万的舍不得。
那一扇玻璃门，如一道城门把我们隔开，但我们的心依然紧紧连着。
飞机离开跑道，人在但心已和你起飞了。
两地间的时差，并不把我们的距离拉远，而把感情带到另一个领域。

I really had enough of these, putting up with everything that you claim “MOOD SWINGS”. I know that you’ve been under a lot of pressure from your work recently; working till wee hours, doing changes and changes again. I really can understand all these and of course I can put up with those little tantrum that you throw sometimes.

But these sometimes these “MOOD SWINGS” had totally no like with your work and there you are giving me a grouchy and pissed off face expected me to read something out of that look… Come on let’s face it, if I ever give u that type of face would u guess what am I thinking? Most probably you will just walk away without even giving me a glance.

I’ve told u that I dun like quarrels neither I expect those face shown to be read. I know that I’ve mention saying that u are selfish and u did admit that you are but can u once just once put yourself in my shoes and think of my situation now and how are u going to face it if u were me.

There are really a lot of times that I wanted to just stand up and leave the stupid situation that I’m in but I can’t. I know that I would miss you terribly and wanting to know your current situation. 可以说我犯践，但我再担心你时，你可否知道．

I’m not perfect, I know but always trying to make up whatever that I’m lacking of and trying to make you feel the happiest girl around.

I wonder, ponder and did some soul-searching, am I not up to your STANDARDs

What an unlucky day…as the topic have state.
1. Board the train with a pervert trying to look at one of passenger whose wearing a shirt without buttoning up the top 2, trying to squeeze in to the crowd just to get a glimpse of that… (ok I saw it unintentionally). I was moving in front of him to block him out of the way. His looks = pervert look.
2. Heavy downpour when I reach harbourfront then realized that I forgot to bring my brolly along.
3. When I was boarding the bus to work, I accidentally stepped on a Indian’s shoe and guess what, he turned around and gave me a kick on my leg. S*it him. I was not going to argue with him abt what had happened as he looks mentally unsound. COUGH so loud and without covering him mouth, parking on 2 seats with his plastic bag.

Now I just hope that today can pass peacefully and I’m going to get mummy a present for her birthday.

Happy birthday MUM.

I really dun know how to blog this out but I really didn’t harbor any INTENTION of owning the phone. What I’ve said I really mean it… U’ve said that my actions was louder than my words… I dun understand.

I did ask if I can borrow the phone to show this great phone to my friends… if I sound DEMANDING … I really didn’t notice it and dun mean it at all. Since when I get angry for things u’ve said… I’ve always respected ur decision.

I’m really heartbroken and sore aching deep in my heart… 心痛 that I was judge in that manner by U. For someone that’ve been true to u always and u judge by saying I give u things with TAG… I’m utterly 打败了。

I dun mind to be judge by anyone in that manner ‘cos I dun care abt wat others think abt me …. But U judge me in this way… I really cried.

Dear... i'm really missing u very much, it's my day 2 here and i can't bear with the feelings that i'm yearning to see u the moment i'm out of here.

Being here is tough, with all of the drawing and tests... it's tiring. :-(

Looking at ur post and our picture can just cure a minor minor part of me...

I really wan to send u home everyday, accompany u dinner/lunch and hug u everyday.

Well... as the topic have said, i'm getting a SCREWED up day.

First i thought, recently my luck (not gambling) have been quite down and so i went to Serangoon North to buy 2 of the Birds (those sparrows that ppl use to buy and release in temple) to release hoping that doind little good deeds can change or up my luck in everything a little bit.

Then came my campmate, asking me to help him to go rent a VAN cos he wasn't enough age to rent and help him drive... i thought that drive and rent only mah. But met his friend at IKEA to get those things, i was like "WAH !!!" so many large and big item but since i was already there i could help out rather than to complain abt it (Dun wan to make my friend MALU cos it's his TARGET).

Happily carry the large item out to the van and drove to her place to help FIX, DRILL, ASSEMBLE all the items bought. Was trying my best to fix it ASAP as i know that i'm meeting my DEAR at 630 to fetch her off work.

But my habit of doing things was that i was to engross in those fixing and drilling ('cos i wan to do faster so can go off meet my dear dear). When Dear SMS me i realised that it was already 6.27 and i'm not down yet. Took the rented VAN and tried to drove down ASAP but everything was too late... she was pissed that i informed her late ( i admit that it was my fault but i really thought of u every moment when i was doin the chores). Tried to SMS that i'll go down to fetch her but she was already so pissed that i can see from her SMS.

*** Dear... i'm trying my best to provide the best for u and i really did try to rush down (BALL PLEASE HELP ME SAY SOMETHING) to meet you... i really didn't forget abt U***

I really tried to make u happy all the time when u are with me, when u are sleepy and just woke up from sleep i tried not to provoke u or say something unpleasent, Dear... i really tried my best.

我的心真的受伤了。